Wednesday, April 29, 2009

It's Not Always Fun and Games

Eww, today is just one of those days...

Negativity sort of envelopes you like a cloud, and I'm having trouble shaking it. It's not a big deal, and it will pass - but it sure is unsettling while it's here.

However. It's nice to be reminded that what goes up, must come down. And what comes down, can only go back up again :) I know it's easy to preach happiness and positivity, but when the spotlight is on me: all of a sudden it's not so easy anymore.

There's a quiet comfort in sadness that makes it attractive. Unfortunately. It's why people dwell. Sometimes, it feels almost peaceful there, like you can just relax and think and wonder and analyze without the guilt or temptation to put on a show.

I'll get over this quickly. But this should be light to your path; everyone stumbles. Everyone has their moments. Everyone falters and everyone wishes something could be different.

It doesn't mean life is any less beautiful, or that God is any less present.

And that, my friends, is true comfort.

2 comments:

Dollface said...

Hope you have a better nite than day.... xxooo

cassi rash said...

I know exactly how you feel. I love your blog! Life w/o passion is a life not truly lived. Negativity is also fueled by those around you from time to time...it's easy to get sucked in.